I'm Never Gonna Stop

holy shit I just realized how small of a bone structure I have. Super motivated to get back on track...

Wed, 24 Apr 2013 21:40:50 -0400

holy shit I just realized how small of a bone structure I have. Super motivated to get back on track now!!

so I’ve finally changed my diet. I got off track for way too long of a time, but I’m...

Thu, 21 Feb 2013 19:28:51 -0500

so I’ve finally changed my diet. I got off track for way too long of a time, but I’m determined again because senior pictures this summer and I want to look my best. Also, I might join track if I can bring my math grade up. I just really want to get healthy.

So I went on wii fit for the first time in 3 months tonight…. And I guess I’ve lost 9.7...

Sat, 25 Aug 2012 23:27:15 -0400

So I went on wii fit for the first time in 3 months tonight…. And I guess I’ve lost 9.7 pounds since then! Thats pretty good for not actually starting to workout until last month. And then not even keeping on track with it. But i’ve been eating healthier! Sometimes eating healthy is all it takes.
On my own scale it says I’m 140 but on wii fit it said I was 137….
I really want to go with what the wii said, but I wont believe it until my own scale says it

I really just have no interest in food anymore…

Thu, 23 Aug 2012 23:05:41 -0400

I really just have no interest in food anymore…

While most girls look for bras that add cup size, I look for ones that reduce cup size. I want...

Thu, 23 Aug 2012 22:57:43 -0400

While most girls look for bras that add cup size, I look for ones that reduce cup size. I want smaller boobs so bad…

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Sun, 19 Aug 2012 20:50:52 -0400

Day whatever..

Sun, 19 Aug 2012 20:48:56 -0400

I have no idea what day it is. I just know that I stopped working out, and stopped eating healthy for about a week and now I’m back up 3 pounds.

But! I still went down a pant size somehow..

I’m using that as my motivation to keep going.

I’m never giving up!!

Day 4

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 23:58:09 -0400

So.. I hung out with some friends today and didn’t really eat all that good.

But no worries.

Going to work even harder tomorrow.

Gonna go for a run again tomorrow, but for now I’m going to bed.

Goodnight Tumblr :)

I’m EXTREMELY tired. I just got home though and still have to do my workout. Gonna do it...

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 23:46:01 -0400

I’m EXTREMELY tired. I just got home though and still have to do my workout. Gonna do it anyway… can’t stop now.

thinmysoul: See?

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 23:33:30 -0400

thinmysoul:

See?

fuckyeahcurvyandfit: Ponte en forma!!

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 23:23:57 -0400

fuckyeahcurvyandfit:

Ponte en forma!!

fuckyeahcurvyandfit: Nunca me arrepiento cuando lo hago, pero...

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 23:23:48 -0400

fuckyeahcurvyandfit:

Nunca me arrepiento cuando lo hago, pero siempre me arrepiento cuando dejo de hacerlo.

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Wed, 08 Aug 2012 23:23:34 -0400

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Wed, 08 Aug 2012 23:21:37 -0400

A Proper Squat

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 23:21:31 -0400

ceejourney:

Place your feet wider than shoulder width

Point your toes out at a 45 degree angle

Keep your head up and be sure to look straight ahead

Squat down as deep as you can, as if you are about to sit down

DO NOT lean forward & continue to keep your head up

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Wed, 08 Aug 2012 23:21:13 -0400

thefirm616: Cutie with a hot body.

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 23:20:32 -0400

thefirm616:

Cutie with a hot body.

ABSSS :D

Tue, 07 Aug 2012 22:15:02 -0400

I’m actually starting to see my abs now, when I flex! Results are coming in wayyy quicker than I expected :)

I don’t have any followers on this blog, but I write stuff all the time anyway. lolzz

Tue, 07 Aug 2012 00:16:39 -0400

I don’t have any followers on this blog, but I write stuff all the time anyway.

lolzz

So here's the thing...

Tue, 07 Aug 2012 00:14:49 -0400

I think I figured out why I got so motivated all of a sudden.

Part of it is that I have been wanting to get in shape for a long time now, and I think I finally just got fed up with myself. I would always say that I was “going to start tomorrow.” Well tomorrow would come around and would I work out? No. I always gave myself an excuse.

Then, this weekend came around.

I had to go up to my brothers apartment for the weekend with my mom. I was talking to her about how I was finally going to start running. She looked at me and laughed and said, “You’re not going to start running. You’re too lazy.”

I tried to ignore that comment, but inside it kind of hurt.

Then in the morning my brother had come back from a run. She seemed so impressed by him, and proud. And it made me mad. Because then she had to point out the fact that he went running, to me. It made me feel like she was trying to say he was better than me, even though she more than likely wasn’t.

But it all gave me motivation. So that day when I got back I went running. Then I did a 100 calorie workout, and pilates. And now I’m more determined than ever to show her that I CAN do this. I CAN get in shape, and I WILL.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not doing this just for other people. I’m doing it to prove mostly to myself actually that I can get into shape. I’m doing it for all the times that I said “tomorrow” and all the times I said “It’s not even worth it.” Because it IS worth it. I’M worth it. I deserve the right to be happy with my body, just like everyone else does.

I wan’t to prove that I’m strong, and have the dedication it takes. I want to know that if I put my all into something, I can get it done. I want to know that I’m able to push myself, to be the best me that I can.

Now, I’m not over weight. I’m actually at a healthy weight, but there’s definitely room for improvement. I’m excited to finally be the changes I’ve been waiting to see.

I will overcome this lifestyle of laziness that I had set for myself. I’m ready to be COMPLETELY comfortable in my body.

I’m ready to be me.

Let’s go! :)